I have been struggling ya’ll. I have been wandering like a piece of paper carried by the wind – flying, landing, getting stuck, getting unstuck, torn etc etc. My faith in the Universe (God) is part of my identity and I felt unhinged from God.
As I went for my daily morning walk, I drew inspiration from nature. Nothing is just there, everything gets produced. Similarly, I cannot sit under a tree and be a person of faith. Faith won’t come to me unless I actively work on producing it. I need to actively cultivate it by reading, hearing and thinking about God.
Now that I know what to do, I have started practicing all of the above and feel better already. My key takeaway – if I find something is missing from my life, I need to actively produce it.